Another night spending far too much time staring at an empty page and not being able to write; something about me is fundamentally broken and I can't seem to understand it, let alone fix it.
I am so incredibly tired. Everything feels hard, and I'm not used to that at all. Things aren't hard for me, it's just a question of "do or do not" most of the time. Except now.
@AnarchoNinaWrites When my partner started losing the ability to read and write because of long covid, they got a prescription for a nasal spray called Synapsin, which quickly resolved the problem. Might be worth trying, if you can get some.
@AnarchoNinaWrites I had a long career as a fiction writer (under another name) and used to find that sometimes when I really couldn't write (and was beating myself up for it, of course) it was actually my subconscious trying to tell me I'd gone off track with the story. And eventually I would realise that and go back and find the divergence and re-start down the right track. Apologies if this isn't helpful, just thought I'd offer it in case.
@AnarchoNinaWrites If it makes you feel any better to know that I feel like I've been punched in the gut, and I'm finding it hard to find the motivation to do what I normally do, you're welcome.
Also, I hope you feel better, and totally energized, real soon, You rock.