Luxotek @Luxotek@jorts.horse

we need help - still? - again? i've lost count tbh
we lost our food stamps last month
the power fucked us out of 6 months of welfare power credit
we STILL have being throw out of our home looming over us and having to pay movers and deposits and shit

we don't have money for rent or bills or anything and the wife is supposed to be back in school next week

🖤 😫 🖤

i'm so sick of losing so hard just from trying exist

https://cash.app/$luxotek
https://venmo.com/luxotek
https://paypal.me/luxotek

just had a fucking strong and weird deja reve of some weird ass mastodon drama kicking off

does any one on mastodon run a business with their 3d printer

any one have any suggestions on if this is a bad idea or hard or something or whatever?

anyone have any experience on being those print to order sites or listing their printer to be on one?

like i have that printrbot and i could fix it up if and update it if there was a chance i could make some money with it (i got it planning on making a vape mod idea but i turns up i can't use a design program to save my life)

help?

my best selfie

wish i could have gotten my waifu pillow in the shot

i failed to finish this seasons smallest thing of eggnog we could find at the store

i'm an abject failure at everything

i have let the timeline down by letting this small amount of left over eggnog go bad

the earth is flat
the devil is real
the sun.. is craaazy

ok..that's everything.. you've graduated

now you owe me tuition

i miss having friends

i miss having interests too
making music, playing video games, making stuff with all the prototyping shit.. servers for fun

depression, this disability, the pain, turning poor.. have robbed me of everything

half the time i can't even be arsed to move the keyboard close enough to use it

omg omg omg

I feel so bad for laughing this hard

trying my hardest to not get sucked down another youtube rabbit hole and watch that dickhead coyote peterson get bit, stung, and pinched by shit all night again

don't get my wrong - i think he's filling an important hole left empty by the death of steve irwin and doing some really amazing educational videos

but the dude himself and his gimmick of how he got to be famous makes him a solid asshat..

chronic i'm gonna die disease

ugh - immediately sick to my stomach cause someones coming to the house and i have to deal with it..

hope i don't have to throw up while they're here

there are a surprising amount of mobile notaries in this city
thought it was gonna be a long shot that it was even a thing but it makes sense it is

finally time to do a power of attorney since my disability on top of my mental illness is stopping shit from happening in a timely manner - or at all.. since i won't / can't leave the house anymore

like registering the car again..

mood

can someone explain to me why the new space force uniforms are camo?

the fact that there's no kylo stimpy keeps me up at night

passed 3 kidney stones today

I remember my first few 20 years ago.. thought I was gonna die it hurt so bad

then there was the one that was 13mm round and took 2 months to pass the long way cause I had no health insurance - passed it at work and my boss didn't believe it came out of me. called me a liar even after I had been saying how bad it hurt for over a month

I didn't even notice these three over how bad my feet hurt till they got stuck in the last few inches for the last couple of days