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I thought that I had shed all my prejudices but I was too close to the situation to see that even though I had shed them externally I was still applying them to myself internally. My depression was parroting Nazi talking points, that my gender fluidity was just a mental illness. So obvious now of course but jfc

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as always, the masc colloquialisms like dude, bro, etc are A-ok to use for me, ditto on king but

I think I don't want to use he/him pronouns at least for now,

and try to default to gender-neutral, and if I have a gender at any given time I'll try to make it obvious and

of course I'm not going to get mad at anyone for misgendering me if it was an honest mistake in good faith

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Selfie, Ec 

Anyway did y'all know I'm non-binary and hot as hell no matter which gender I am or without one altogether? Cool,

Also idk I'm still figuring it out!!!!

Anyway might try using they/them pronouns for the time, but I'm still cool with any pronouns and still conditioned to refer to my self in the he/him sense. Anyway, boosts cool but absolutely no 🙅BEING MEAN TOO ME🙅 as always ✌️

Cool. Cool coolcool!!
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to myself, I am good at obscuring the truth, bad at lying

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someone (i think it was morgan) said that kink was just controlled fear and reading that post made me understand more about myself than 3 years of therapy

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you know how sometimes, even if a post doesn't do shit, you know its a banger?

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watching some loser get a loveseat, futon, and ps2 installed in his 1988 civic: I was born in the wrong generation

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oh you're a bottom? name every mountain goats song

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It's okay to be incredibly sexy. You are valid

I love having my self worth and gender directly tied to my ability to produce for capital

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Also I had my dad telling me all the while that a man earns money for his family so obviously that did fuckall but send me deeper into the closet

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Ugh why did I wait until I was 30 or 40 years old to work on my damn self I'm so tired

Wish my feelings of security were not tied up with feeling like I need to hide who I am

if shes your girl how come shes pondering my orb

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The Mormon hunk who messaged me on Grindr last Friday 🤝 the snow this morning

Soaking my feet

I regret to inform you that I am once again figiting and picking my lips and cuticles

I hate my fuckin psychiatrist lmao. At least I have a phycologist I like though. This is a pretty good system, too me

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