☭Jhey☭ @JohnBrownJr@jorts.horse

I thought that I had shed all my prejudices but I was too close to the situation to see that even though I had shed them externally I was still applying them to myself internally. My depression was parroting Nazi talking points, that my gender fluidity was just a mental illness. So obvious now of course but jfc

as always, the masc colloquialisms like dude, bro, etc are A-ok to use for me, ditto on king but

I think I don't want to use he/him pronouns at least for now,

and try to default to gender-neutral, and if I have a gender at any given time I'll try to make it obvious and

of course I'm not going to get mad at anyone for misgendering me if it was an honest mistake in good faith

Anyway did y'all know I'm non-binary and hot as hell no matter which gender I am or without one altogether? Cool,

Also idk I'm still figuring it out!!!!

Anyway might try using they/them pronouns for the time, but I'm still cool with any pronouns and still conditioned to refer to my self in the he/him sense. Anyway, boosts cool but absolutely no 🙅BEING MEAN TOO ME🙅 as always ✌️

Cool. Cool coolcool!!
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always the tol, never the gf, amirite ladx?

to myself, I am good at obscuring the truth, bad at lying

someone #onhere (i think it was morgan) said that kink was just controlled fear and reading that post made me understand more about myself than 3 years of therapy

you know how sometimes, even if a post doesn't do shit, you know its a banger?

watching some loser get a loveseat, futon, and ps2 installed in his 1988 civic: I was born in the wrong generation

I love having my self worth and gender directly tied to my ability to produce for capital

Also I had my dad telling me all the while that a man earns money for his family so obviously that did fuckall but send me deeper into the closet

Stockholm syndrome to wage slavery

Ugh why did I wait until I was 30 or 40 years old to work on my damn self I'm so tired

Wish my feelings of security were not tied up with feeling like I need to hide who I am

we used to ponder orbs. proper orbs.

if shes your girl how come shes pondering my orb

wow cumbrag much

I regret to inform you that I am once again figiting and picking my lips and cuticles

I hate my fuckin psychiatrist lmao. At least I have a phycologist I like though. This is a pretty good system, too me