CATSLUDGE @Zero_Democracy@jorts.horse

I'm doing final editorial passes on a twelve-chapter novella, and will try to publish one a day as I work through that. This is the first one. Patreon is terrible at text formatting, so I attached a PDF file you can download and read normally. https://www.patreon.com/posts/65264755

buying a crossbow from amazon dot com for jeff bezos related reasons

I think that Akira was the last time I was this rivited by animation on a technical level.

Still thinking about the animation of the nightmare plague doctor in Mad God. Just inhumanly good. It should be in a museum.

Perfect Blue is one of the most unsettling movies I've ever seen.

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Twist my head off like a grape (erotic)

Big Beyond the Black Rainbow vibe at points. I can see why you'd be institutionalized at the start and end of this project. 10/10 no notes.

One of my friends said that my writing feels like a stage play sometimes, so maybe my dark side version is a theater kid.
That'd be horrendous.

Do not like living in a giant Adam Curtis documentary, I think.

Dress like a slutty Belter, fuck it, at least you can fit shit in your clothes.

I have hiking pants with a built-in belt and gusseted thigh pockets. They own. You could fit a hardback book in them.

ME A YEAR INTO PRESENTING AS NONBINARY: I will wear the tightest jeans possible. I look so good.
ME ON HRT WITH THIGHS AND AN ACTUAL ASS: You stupid baby idiot. Cargo pockets rule so much.

always carry a throwing knife in case you need to do one of those games where you throw darts at balloons. show those kids whos boss

Edgerunners and now the Automata adaptation. Something weird is going on. They're trying to mollify the gays. Keep us docile.

I wrote a short essay on compulsory sexuality, ace-spectrum stuff, and aneurotypicality as aspects of gender-nonconformity, expanding on some stuff I rambled about on here yesterday. In particular I'd encourage you to read this if you're a cis/vaguely-GNC person who finds yourself gravitating towards queer and particularly trans social circles, because there's less ambient hostility by way of sexual expectations and social pressures. Sorry about the piss joke. https://www.patreon.com/posts/72395008

It just occurred to me that talking to isolated cis people about grey-ace spectrum stuff and sexual aversions as gender-nonconformity also has a lot to do with autistic self-advocacy. I'm going to assemble all this into an articulated blog post later.

If you see someone who exists within queerness and more "fringe" gender identities talking about there being a large gradient of sexuality and comfort even within nominal gendered attractions, well, we were never going to fit in by being psychologically austere anyway.

It would go a long way towards explaining why the collective keeps inventing new ways to be incredibly neurotic about pussy. Note that I am not saying this in an annoying "egg" way. If you see trans people in particular talking about these issues and some of it clicks with you, it can just as easily be a product of what's permissible to process and engage with in our different affinity groups.

Twitter's litigating whether there's piss in vaginal ejaculate again, and real talk, I think a lot of nominally-cishet guys in particular are probably sex-repulsed or grey-ace, in ways that are unaddressed by a society that tells them their entire identity is about being sexually attracted to normative women. Engaging in kink outside of gendered dom-sub stuff, which can function as a cipher or onramp, is also overwhelmingly seen as inherently gay, too.

I simply wish to slam in the back of my Dragula.

I would rather do biohazard cleanup than work in tech. I would prefer to mop blood up and not have pretense about what I'm doing.